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Easter Sunday | St. Paul’s, Evansville | Joanna Benskin | 9 April 2023 | Jeremiah 31:1-6 | Psalm 118:1-2, 14-24 | Acts 10:34-43 | John 20:1-18

May the words of my mouth and the meditations of all our hearts be acceptable in your sight, O God of hope. Amen.

Happy Easter, friends! Today we celebrate Jesus’ resurrection. Today we come to the empty tomb with Peter and John. Today we meet Jesus with Mary Magdalene, and with her we proclaim the good news that Christ is risen. We proclaim the good news that resurrection is not just a singular miracle that happened to one person two thousand years ago; resurrection life is for us too. Today, hope meets us in the risen body of Jesus.

This hope ripples through our scriptures today. The Psalmist trusts in God and says, “I shall not die, but live.” The prophet Jeremiah proclaims God’s “everlasting love” and says, “the people who survived the sword have found grace in the wilderness.” In Acts, Peter preaches that the good news of Jesus’ risen life is for all people, not just a few.

The good news is that God’s love brings life. If you were here Good Friday, you heard the good news that God loves us so much that God is willing to die with us. The good news of Easter is that once that’s happened, God doesn’t stay dead, and God doesn’t want us to stay dead either.

The Good Friday story is that God is with us in the worst humanity can do; God is with us in suffering and injustice and death. The Easter story is that God turns suffering into joy, God delivers the oppressed from injustice, God transforms death into life. Jesus didn’t come only to meet us in this broken world, but to heal it and us, to bring life in the midst of death.

A line from a poem has been in my head for the last few weeks. It’s from “Spring Song” by Lucille Clifton. I came across this as I was gathering poems for the Lenten Quiet Day. Lucille Clifton says, “the world is turning in the body of Jesus, and the future is possible.”

That’s a word of hope I need this Easter. “The world is turning in the body of Jesus, and the future is possible.” Because right now the future doesn’t always seem possible. We don’t know what will happen in our political system. We don’t know if we can find the collective will to stop gun violence. We don’t know if the wars that are raging now will ever come to an end. We don’t know if we’ll be able to avert ecological collapse and pass on a livable planet to the next generation.

And yet: “The world is turning in the body of Jesus, and the future is possible.” The resurrection life that brings Jesus up from the tomb enfolds the whole cosmos. The world is turning; we’re not stuck. The world is turning in the body of Jesus. Maybe somehow, in a holy mystery, in a dazzling miracle, somehow Jesus’ body coming to life encompasses our own bodies, and the bodies of the dispossessed, and our whole broken planet with its waters and its wars and its myriad creatures.

In this holy mystery, we shall not die, but live, and declare the works of our God, whose mercy endures forever. In this miracle of resurrection, we find grace in the wilderness; we find life in the midst of death. In the risen body of Christ, we find hope even amid fears.

And friends, hope is itself a mystery and a miracle. Hope is not always easy in this world. And hope is so much more than just a positive attitude and an expectation that things will work out fine. Hope isn’t about ignoring what’s wrong with this world, but about the courage to imagine and act for a better world. Climate writer Rebecca Solnit says, “hope is not like a lottery ticket you can sit on the sofa and clutch, feeling lucky… hope is an ax you break down doors with in an emergency.”

Hope is active. Hope is brave. Hope is revolutionary. Hope is what we need to be whole in the midst of terror; hope is what we need to change this world into a better one for ourselves and those who come after.

And in the resurrection, hope has a body. “The world is turning in the body of Jesus, and the future is possible.” The hope of the resurrection is not a hope for our souls only (though it is that) but also for our bodies, and this hope meets us bodily. In John’s Gospel, Mary Magdalene sees Jesus alive in the flesh. In our reading from Acts, when Peter proclaims the good news of resurrection in just a few sentences, he includes the detail that Jesus ate and drank with the disciples after rising from the dead. Peter testifies to Jesus physically eating and drinking as a resurrected body.

God made our bodies, and God came to us in a body, and God raised Jesus in that same body that was broken for us. Salvation meets us in these bodies of ours that have allergies and migraines, these bodies that break bones and lose limbs and get cancer, these bodies that age and die. Resurrection is for these brave, always beautiful, always breaking bodies that carry us as long as they can. God loves us in these bodies; God raises us to new life in these bodies.

When we gathered at the cross on Friday, we talked about how Good Friday means that God is on the side of those who get hurt the most when our world is off kilter, so much that Jesus is willing to die among them, to have his body treated as one of theirs. And today we celebrate the resurrection: Easter Sunday means that God will raise up everyone who suffers. Resurrection life is God’s deliverance for the poor in spirit and for those who mourn and for those whose bodies have been battered by the unfairness of this world.

That deliverance starts with the body of Jesus that can’t be held down by empire or hatred or even death. “The world is turning in the body of Jesus, and the future is possible.” The world is turning toward justice in the wounded body of Jesus. The world is turning toward freedom in the rising body of Jesus. The world is turning toward wholeness in the beloved body of Jesus.

And in the body of Jesus, we are turning too. 

In Jesus’ broken body, we turn toward forgiveness. In Jesus’ wounded body, we turn toward grace in the wilderness and deliverance from death. In Jesus’ rising body, we turn toward God’s everlasting love for us all. In Jesus’ lifegiving body, we turn toward a brave hope.

In the mysteries of the altar and the mysteries of Holy Week, we celebrate that we are somehow part of the crucified and risen body of Jesus. St. Paul says in Galatians, “I have been crucified with Christ… the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God who loved me.” St. Paul says in Romans that we are baptized into Christ’s death, and so “just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, so we too might walk in newness of life.”

In the church, we are the body of Christ, even as we eat the body of Christ in the Holy Eucharist. St. Augustine says to people receiving communion, “Be what you see; receive what you are.” Sisters and brothers and siblings, we are the body of Christ.

“The world is turning in the body of Jesus, and the future is possible.” The world is turning in us, and the future is possible. We carry deliverance in our bodies. We carry grace in our bodies. We carry everlasting love in our bodies. We carry hope in our bodies, and the future is possible.

And friends, if we’re not ready for the tambourines and the dancing and the joy of risen life right now, if we’re too tired, if we’re too sad today—then all the more, this hope is for us. And we have time to come into it. We have fifty days of Easter. We have an eternity of God’s everlasting love. We’ll help each other. Another poet says, “leave comfort root-room.” Hope meets us wherever we are.

So friends, let us expect grace in the wilderness together this Easter season. Let us carry a brave hope in our bodies. Let us revel in God’s everlasting love for us. Let us walk in newness of life, as the resurrecting, lifegiving body of Christ. And as the world turns in the body of Jesus, let us find out together what future is possible. Amen.

7th Sunday After Pentecost (Proper 10) | St. Paul’s Evansville

Joanna Benskin | 11 July 2021| Mark 6:14-29 | Ephesians 1:3-14

May the words of my mouth and the meditations of all our hearts be acceptable in your sight, O God of resurrection and life. Amen. Please be seated.

Good morning, friends. There is a lot going on in today’s readings. So even though I love the Old Testament and I love making lots of connections across scripture, today we’re going to stick with our Gospel.

Because the story of John the Baptist’s death is a complicated story. It’s a story about violence, a story about power, a story about how holy life persists in the face of violent power.

A lot of medieval and renaissance art depicts the violence in the story very creatively. There are some medieval paintings where the blood is just amazing, and I’ll let y’all google those rather than describing them.

I also really love the paintings where they’ve cut off John’s head and it rolls away with the halo still on it. It’s the kind of halo that’s a big circle behind his head, so it kind of looks like a giant gold bowling ball rolling off toward the edge of the painting. This one’s visually hilarious to me but it also says something beautiful about how John’s holy life still continues even after he’s murdered.  

There’s also the kind of painting where you get the platter with John’s head being brought into the party scene. The head is usually super pale or sickly green amid all of bright luxurious colors of the celebration. The contrast calls attention to the deadly side of these rich and powerful people’s revelry. There’s been something wrong, something ghastly, something violent, underneath all their wealth and influence all along, and the murder of John the Baptist reveals it.

This story reveals the violence that can happen when power like that comes up against a holy life. John the Baptist, this very annoying prophet of repentance, says something that the people in power don’t want to hear. Then these powerful people use their clout to inflict violence—to arrest John, bind him, imprison him, and eventually to take his life. In some ways the story is very simple, but in other ways it gets complicated. Like the question of who kills John.

A soldier who isn’t named actually does the beheading. But that guy was taking orders from Herod. And Herod was keeping his promise by doing what the dancer told him to do. And the dancer was being a dutiful daughter and doing what her mother Herodias told her to do. The text doesn’t give Herodias someone else to blame, but I also don’t know if she’s the real source of the violence here. It could be that her grudge is the main reason John dies, but even in that case, she has a whole network of people to enable her revenge.

There’s also a theory that maybe king Herod actually engineers the whole scene—he’s already decided it’s time to get rid of John, and so he sets up this public spectacle where it looks like he has no choice. He gets to get rid of John and blame some resentful, scheming women for the violence. Maybe! But whether or not we read it that way, it seems to me that almost everyone in the story has a part in the murder.

Herod at least understands his role afterward when he says he suspects that “John, whom I beheaded has been raised.” Herod knows that even though he wasn’t the one doing the chopping and even though he wasn’t the one who asked for a Severed Head Appetizer Tray at the party, he still killed John. While some of the details are blurry, we know—and Herod knows—that he used his power end a holy life. And yet, even though on one level it’s clear what happened, we still have this convoluted story. The question of who is to blame is complicated, and I think it’s complicated on purpose.

The complexity of this ancient story—the way everyone is to blame and no one is to blame for the violence—reminds me of a lot of problems we’re still dealing with now. Right before my work here started, Brian and I got to travel around and catch up with some friends across Indiana, and we had lunch with a friend of ours in another city who’s a social worker. And we learned a lot from them about how complicated it is for folks who are struggling to get help. Everybody working in a program can say that they mean well. And most of them can really mean it—there are so many people like our friend doing hard and holy and good work. And yet so often the people that the system is meant to help experience it as something frustrating and even violent, and not something that helps them flourish, not something that gives life.

And there are real complexities to how poverty works in our country. But there are also some situations that are meant to be complicated. There are systems where the blame gets passed around, and powerful people can all say they didn’t hurt anyone, and yet vulnerable people keep getting hurt over and over again.

The story of John the Baptist’s death holds a mirror up to that kind of situation. And in some ways, so does Jesus’ death later on, where Jesus faces Roman authorities who claim they’re reluctant to use violence, and yet they crucify him anyway. In some ways, the story of John’s death is a preview of Jesus’ own execution—you can see the echoes in the ways that violent power circles in to end the lives of inconvenient holy people and try to restore its own equilibrium.  

When I read this story of John the Baptist’s death, I hear a call repentance. I hear an invitation to reflect on the ways that we sometimes cause harm when we claim that we mean well and that only others are to blame. I hear a call to stop using “it’s complicated” as an excuse, to dig into why the systems that do violence are so complicated, who benefits from the complication, and who keeps on getting hurt. I think this work of repentance and truthtelling is part of our call as we honor what John the Baptist stood for as a prophet of repentance and as we consider how he died.  

AND I think there’s even more than that to the story. I also hear some very good news creeping in at the edges of this complicated and violent drama. There’s resurrection life here in this scene of a martyrdom. This story of John isn’t just a preview of Jesus’ death, but also a preview of Jesus’ resurrection. The story ends with John’s disciples laying his body in a tomb, just as Jesus’ disciples will do. And the story starts with Herod thinking that John has been raised from the dead.

And I want to say that Herod is only sort of wrong about that point—John does not physically come back to life here, but resurrection life is still happening. John is part of a whole movement of holy life that Herod couldn’t kill.

When Herod thinks that John has been raised from the dead, what he’s heard about is the mission of the twelve apostles. They’re out there telling the truth and casting out evil and helping sick people. Even though Herod killed one holy person, holy life persists. John’s haloed head is still glowing even from the prison floor. John’s disciples pick up his body and do the holy work of burial and lament. And Jesus’ disciples go out into the world full of life, full of the Spirit, just as annoying in their truthtelling as John and even more powerful in healing.

In this gospel story there is a complicated system in place that protects powerful people, that hurts vulnerable people, that hides its own workings. But there is also a complicated movement of the kingdom of God, a countercurrent of resurrection that creeps in at the edges, a lifegiving Spirit that finds a way where there is no way. There’s a movement that makes Herod say, “I thought I killed that guy. Who are these people?”

And we are called to be these people, friends. St. Paul tells the church that we’re marked with this same Spirit, we’re part of this movement toward redemption, toward resurrection. When we tell the truth, when we repent and turn to a better way, when we take care of our neighbors, we are part of resurrection life. When we lament together, when we rejoice together, when we look for the Spirit’s movement among us, we are part of resurrection life.

I already see that kind of life going on here. And I want you to teach me more about resurrection here in this place. I want you to teach me about where you find life here even amid death, even amid all the complications of our work in the church and the world.

As we follow this calling together, may God our Maker ground us in love, may God the Word inspire us in faith, and may God the Holy Spirit enliven us with with hope. Amen.

This is one painting from a stunning series on the life of John the Baptist by Giovanni di Paulo from the 1450s. These paintings live in the The Art Institute of Chicago and you can learn more about them on their website. You can see the halo on John’s severed head in this one.

7th Sunday After Pentecost (Proper 10) | St. Paul’s Evansville

Joanna Benskin | 11 July 2021| Mark 6:14-29 | Ephesians 1:3-14

May the words of my mouth and the meditations of all our hearts be acceptable in your sight, O God of resurrection and life. Amen. Please be seated.

Good morning, friends. There is a lot going on in today’s readings. So even though I love the Old Testament and I love making lots of connections across scripture, today we’re going to stick with our Gospel.

Because the story of John the Baptist’s death is a complicated story. It’s a story about violence, a story about power, a story about how holy life persists in the face of violent power.

A lot of medieval and renaissance art depicts the violence in the story very creatively. There are some medieval paintings where the blood is just amazing, and I’ll let y’all google those rather than describing them.

I also really love the paintings where they’ve cut off John’s head and it rolls away with the halo still on it. It’s the kind of halo that’s a big circle behind his head, so it kind of looks like a giant gold bowling ball rolling off toward the edge of the painting. This one’s visually hilarious to me but it also says something beautiful about how John’s holy life still continues even after he’s murdered.  

There’s also the kind of painting where you get the platter with John’s head being brought into the party scene. The head is usually super pale or sickly green amid all of bright luxurious colors of the celebration. The contrast calls attention to the deadly side of these rich and powerful people’s revelry. There’s been something wrong, something ghastly, something violent, underneath all their wealth and influence all along, and the murder of John the Baptist reveals it.

This story reveals the violence that can happen when power like that comes up against a holy life. John the Baptist, this very annoying prophet of repentance, says something that the people in power don’t want to hear. Then these powerful people use their clout to inflict violence—to arrest John, bind him, imprison him, and eventually to take his life. In some ways the story is very simple, but in other ways it gets complicated. Like the question of who kills John.

A soldier who isn’t named actually does the beheading. But that guy was taking orders from Herod. And Herod was keeping his promise by doing what the dancer told him to do. And the dancer was being a dutiful daughter and doing what her mother Herodias told her to do. The text doesn’t give Herodias someone else to blame, but I also don’t know if she’s the real source of the violence here. It could be that her grudge is the main reason John dies, but even in that case, she has a whole network of people to enable her revenge.

There’s also a theory that maybe king Herod actually engineers the whole scene—he’s already decided it’s time to get rid of John, and so he sets up this public spectacle where it looks like he has no choice. He gets to get rid of John and blame some resentful, scheming women for the violence. Maybe! But whether or not we read it that way, it seems to me that almost everyone in the story has a part in the murder.

Herod at least understands his role afterward when he says he suspects that “John, whom I beheaded has been raised.” Herod knows that even though he wasn’t the one doing the chopping and even though he wasn’t the one who asked for a Severed Head Appetizer Tray at the party, he still killed John. While some of the details are blurry, we know—and Herod knows—that he used his power end a holy life. And yet, even though on one level it’s clear what happened, we still have this convoluted story. The question of who is to blame is complicated, and I think it’s complicated on purpose.

The complexity of this ancient story—the way everyone is to blame and no one is to blame for the violence—reminds me of a lot of problems we’re still dealing with now. Right before my work here started, Brian and I got to travel around and catch up with some friends across Indiana, and we had lunch with a friend of ours in another city who’s a social worker. And we learned a lot from them about how complicated it is for folks who are struggling to get help. Everybody working in a program can say that they mean well. And most of them can really mean it—there are so many people like our friend doing hard and holy and good work. And yet so often the people that the system is meant to help experience it as something frustrating and even violent, and not something that helps them flourish, not something that gives life.

And there are real complexities to how poverty works in our country. But there are also some situations that are meant to be complicated. There are systems where the blame gets passed around, and powerful people can all say they didn’t hurt anyone, and yet vulnerable people keep getting hurt over and over again.

The story of John the Baptist’s death holds a mirror up to that kind of situation. And in some ways, so does Jesus’ death later on, where Jesus faces Roman authorities who claim they’re reluctant to use violence, and yet they crucify him anyway. In some ways, the story of John’s death is a preview of Jesus’ own execution—you can see the echoes in the ways that violent power circles in to end the lives of inconvenient holy people and try to restore its own equilibrium.  

When I read this story of John the Baptist’s death, I hear a call repentance. I hear an invitation to reflect on the ways that we sometimes cause harm when we claim that we mean well and that only others are to blame. I hear a call to stop using “it’s complicated” as an excuse, to dig into why the systems that do violence are so complicated, who benefits from the complication, and who keeps on getting hurt. I think this work of repentance and truthtelling is part of our call as we honor what John the Baptist stood for as a prophet of repentance and as we consider how he died.  

AND I think there’s even more than that to the story. I also hear some very good news creeping in at the edges of this complicated and violent drama. There’s resurrection life here in this scene of a martyrdom. This story of John isn’t just a preview of Jesus’ death, but also a preview of Jesus’ resurrection. The story ends with John’s disciples laying his body in a tomb, just as Jesus’ disciples will do. And the story starts with Herod thinking that John has been raised from the dead.

And I want to say that Herod is only sort of wrong about that point—John does not physically come back to life here, but resurrection life is still happening. John is part of a whole movement of holy life that Herod couldn’t kill.

When Herod thinks that John has been raised from the dead, what he’s heard about is the mission of the twelve apostles. They’re out there telling the truth and casting out evil and helping sick people. Even though Herod killed one holy person, holy life persists. John’s haloed head is still glowing even from the prison floor. John’s disciples pick up his body and do the holy work of burial and lament. And Jesus’ disciples go out into the world full of life, full of the Spirit, just as annoying in their truthtelling as John and even more powerful in healing.

In this gospel story there is a complicated system in place that protects powerful people, that hurts vulnerable people, that hides its own workings. But there is also a complicated movement of the kingdom of God, a countercurrent of resurrection that creeps in at the edges, a lifegiving Spirit that finds a way where there is no way. There’s a movement that makes Herod say, “I thought I killed that guy. Who are these people?”

And we are called to be these people, friends. St. Paul tells the church that we’re marked with this same Spirit, we’re part of this movement toward redemption, toward resurrection. When we tell the truth, when we repent and turn to a better way, when we take care of our neighbors, we are part of resurrection life. When we lament together, when we rejoice together, when we look for the Spirit’s movement among us, we are part of resurrection life.

I already see that kind of life going on here. And I want you to teach me more about resurrection here in this place. I want you to teach me about where you find life here even amid death, even amid all the complications of our work in the church and the world.

As we follow this calling together, may God our maker ground us in love, may God the word inspire us in faith, and may God the Holy Spirit enliven us with with hope. Amen.

The Beheading of Saint John the Baptist by Giovanni di Paolo, 1455/60 (Art Institute of Chicago)